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february 17, 2008 diamond fork, utah

sleep paralysis or what the huh?

the awesomestweirdest thing happened to me last night. i was having a very bright, intense, and interesting dream (which i can't remember now, dadnabit, all i remember is the intense color and the intensity) when i quasi woke up, but i knew i was hallucinating because i was awake but i could see bright colors and sunshine (in the middle of the night). anyhow, that's not the weird part. the weird part was when i tried to move my mouth and found that my mouth was completely clenched, tighter than i have ever felt, but not only that, i couldn't move my cheeks, especially on the right side. it felt like there was a block of concrete in my face, or my face was a rock. i tried moving my mouth and cheeks, but they stayed rock solid. i was panicked and worried but still in this middle state between sleep and wake, and i felt pretty helpless. the colors were there, but then i fell asleep again, i guess.

anybody experienced this or heard of it? it was creeptastic.

a good day to be born.

thanks, dudes.




daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang abe!

february 12, 1809

beauty.

to make up for the ugliness of that last post, i show you this:


photo by martin amm


please and also look at this link because the fotos are lovely wondermazing.

as per caitie's request.

reasons why amy is my hero

she just stood her ground in a classic battle of territory, and came off conquerer.

also, the sudoku during church.

and pizookie.

and she made me say "bum muscle rucker."

also, anonymously:

person a: do i look like a librarian?

person b: no. (emphatically) you look like a sexytarian.

either way by wilco

Maybe the sun will shine today
The clouds will blow away
Maybe I won’t feel so afraid
I will try to understand
Either way

Maybe you still love me
Maybe you don’t
Either you will or you won’t
Maybe you just need some time alone
I will try to understand
Everything has its plan
Either way
I’m gonna stay
Right for you

Maybe the sun will shine today
The clouds will roll away
Maybe I won’t be so afraid
I will understand everything has its plan
Either way